You need to understand that I'm not ready to commit to anyone. I want to love. I want to feel a deep connection with someone, But I can't do it now. If I got serious with someone at this point in my life, I would end up hurting them because I'm still trying to find myself.....Love myself again. I'm still trying to mend all the broken pieces from someone. So, I refuse to put someone's heart at risk for my selfish reasons.